Thank God For Change!!!

DOMESTIC VIOLENCE consists of acts committed in the context of an adult intimate relationship. It is a CONTINUANCE of aggressive and controlling behaviors, including physical, sexual, and psychological attacks, that one adult intimate does to another. Domestic violence is purposeful and instrumental behavior directed at achieving compliance from, or control over, the abused party. It is one of the most under-reported crimes in the United States, and the Department of Justice in 1998 estimated that there are between 960,000 and four million domestic incidents each year. In 1994, the Bureau of Justice Statistics estimated that about 92 percent of domestic violence cases involve female victims.
Legal definitions of domestic violence are usually delineated by the relationship between the parties and by the nature of the perpetrator’s abusive behaviors. For example, the relationship may be a current spouse, a former spouse, a family member, a child, parents of a child in common, unmarried persons of different genders living as spouses, intimate partners of the same gender, dating relationships, and persons offering refuge. Such definitions recognize that victims may not be exclusively women, and domestic assaults may not just occur between heterosexual couples. The types of behavior frequently encountered in domestic violence are physical attacks, sexual attacks, psychological abuse, and the destruction of property or pets.
History of Police Responses to Domestic Violence
Police responses to domestic violence have historically been clouded by notions, for example, the idea that a wife is the “property” of a husband and he has the right to carry out whatever behavior is necessary to “keep her in line.” This idea and others like it reflect attitudes held by the greater society. Further aggravating the situation was the perception that domestic violence is not “real police work,” and such disputes are private matters that should be kept within the household. Prior to 1980, when domestic situations were brought to the attention of police, calls were often diverted by dispatchers, given a lower priority, or officers responded to the scene and departed again as quickly as possible without achieving any type of meaningful intervention. Laws such as the “rule of thumb” (whereby it was legal for a husband to beat his wife with a stick not wider than his thumb) were still on the books until very recent times.
Prior to the 1980s, the practice of police agencies was to use mediation in domestic incidents. But ironically, much of this so-called mediation was done only when only one spouse was present. Several prominent court cases helped change legislation. In 1972, Ruth Bunnell was killed as a result of police non-intervention. The case of WRONGFUL DEATH against the City of San Jose was dismissed in the California Court of Appeals but received much publicity. In 1985, a jury verdict awarded $2.3 million in favor of plaintiff Tracy Thurman who sued the Torrington, CT, police department after they repeatedly failed to arrest her abusive husband (Thurman v. City of Torrington, 1985). Her husband eventually caused her serious bodily injury.
Another landmark case is currently being heard in the California courts system. In 1996, Maria Macias was killed by her estranged husband after an order of protection was not enforced by the Sonoma County Sheriff’s Department. The victim had requested help from the department on 22 occasions. The lower courts held that women have a constitutional right to safety and EQUAL PROTECTION, and the Sonoma County Sheriff’s Department provided inadequate police protection based on the victim’s status as a woman and a victim of domestic violence. The case is due to be heard in April, 2002 in the Appeals Court of California (99-15662).
Beginning in the late 1980s, there were many attempts to change the way police departments intervened in domestic violence situations. Inspired by Sherman’s Minneapolis experiment, many police agencies adopted preferred or mandatory arrest policies. Arrest both acknowledges that society views domestic violence as a criminal offense and also provides immediate safety for the victim. Accompanying these new arrest policies were civil proceedings (discussed below).
Recent Federal Legislation
The 1994Violence Against Women Act (VAWA), with additions passed in 1996, outlined grant programs to prevent violence against women and established a national domestic violence hotline. In addition, new protections were given to victims of domestic abuse, such as confidentiality of new address and changes to IMMIGRATION laws that allow a battered spouse to apply for permanent residency.
According to the VAWA Act, a domestic violence MISDEMEANOR is one in which someone is convicted for a crime “committed by an intimate partner, parent, or GUARDIAN of the victim that required the use or attempted use of physical force or the threatened use of a deadly weapon” (Section 922 (g)[9]). Under these guidelines, an intimate partner is a spouse, a former spouse, a person who shares a child in common with the victim, or a person who cohabits or has cohabited with the victim.
Another area this act addresses is interstate traveling for the purposes of committing an act of domestic violence or violating an order of protection. A convicted abuser may not follow the victim into another state, nor may a convicted abuser force a victim to move to another state. Previously, orders of protection issued in one JURISDICTION were not always recognized in another jurisdiction. The VAWA specifies full faith and credit to all orders of protection issued in any civil or criminal proceeding, or by any Indian tribe, meaning that those orders can be fully enforced in another jurisdiction. Forty-seven states have now passed legislation that recognizes orders of protection issued in other jurisdictions. Three states, Alaska, Montana, and Pennsylvania, require that an out of state order be filed with an in state jurisdiction before the order can be enforced.
There are several landmark cases that have been decided under these new interstate provisions. For example, in the United States v. Rita Gluzman (NY), the DEFENDANT traveled from New Jersey to New York with the intention of killing her estranged husband. The weapons she took with her were used in the murder. Gluzman was convicted for this crime. In the UNITED STATES V. MARK A. STERKEL (1997), the defendant was convicted of interstate STALKING after traveling from Utah to Arizona to threaten his former boss.
The VAWA also allows victims of domestic abuse to sue for damages in civil court. However, this part of the VAWA was recently overturned by the U. S. Supreme Court in Brzonkala v. Morrison (2000) in which the court held that Congress did not have the authority to implement such a law.
Another goal of the VAWA was to influence state legislators, particularly in regard to arrest policy for domestic situations. In order to receive Federal funding, states must adopt certain responses. The Act reads: VAWA 1994: (1) To implement mandatory arrest or pro-arrest programs and policies in police departments, including mandatory arrest programs and policies for protection order violations (Part U, SEC. 2101). This act has had a profound effect on state laws governing domestic abuse.
State Legislation
Until about ten years ago, many states still had laws that required an officer to witness an ASSAULT before making an arrest. Today, officers in all states can arrest someone they suspect has committed a domestic assault without having witnessed the event. The majority of states have adopted preferred arrest policies which require police to either arrest one or both parties at the scene, or write a report justifying why an arrest is not made. Arrest policies do differ by jurisdiction even in the same state. Some states, such as New York, Wisconsin, and Minnesota, have adopted mandatory arrest policies which dictate that an officer must make an arrest at a domestic situation. Such policies were adopted after it was realized how serious domestic situations could be for the victims and their children. An arrest is usually made after the following conditions have been satisfied:
There is PROBABLE CAUSE of a crime;
The suspect and the victim fit the definition of having a domestic relationship;
The suspect’s alleged act fits the definitions of domestic assault;
There is reason to believe that the domestic abuse will continue if the suspect is not arrested and/or there EVIDENCE of injury;
The incident was reported within 28 days of occurrence.
Usually, if any of these conditions is not satisfied, the officer may use his or her discretion in deciding whether to make an arrest. Although different states have variations on definitions of domestic violence, most are similar to the following example.
MINNESOTA: 1) domestic abuse means physical harm, bodily injury, or assault; 2) the infliction of fear of imminent physical harm, bodily injury, or assault or; 3) terrorist threats or criminal sexual conduct (518B.01).
Civil and Other Proceedings
There are several available civil options that can provide for the safety of victims of domestic assaults and their families, such as an order of protection or a judicial ex parte order. All 51 states have allowances for orders of protection. An order of protection can prohibit the abuser from contacting, attacking, striking, telephoning, or disturbing the peace of the victim; force the abuser to move from a residence shared with the victim; order the abuser to stay at least 100 yards away from the victim, his or her place of residence, and place of employment; order the abuser to attend counseling; and prohibit the abuser from purchasing a firearm. Orders of protection may also include a provision for the safety of children and others living in the home.
An ex parte order requires the abusive cohabitant to temporarily vacate the premises. Issued only after the battered spouse seeks it, this order is sometimes referred to as a temporary RESTRAINING ORDER. In most states, a cohabitant refers to a person who has a sexual relationship with the victim and has lived with the victim for at least 90 days during the year prior to the order being filed. A victim who is threatened with imminent harm or has already been harmed by the abuser and/or already has an order of protection against the abuser has no other legal remedy than to seek a restraining order. In most states, an attorney is needed to get a restraining order.
Violation of an order of protection is the equivalent of CONTEMPT of a court order. In many states, police policy is to arrest violators automatically. A violator can also be fined and jailed and may be charged with a misdemeanor or a FELONY.
Domestic Violence and the Workplace
Domestic violence can reach beyond the home and into the workplace. Although a victim may leave the home and go to a shelter or change her or his address, the abuser usually knows where the victim works. Not only do abusers harass their partners at work, domestic violence can lead to missed days of work because of injuries or court appearances. Federal and state legislation has recently been amended so that victims of domestic violence are not penalized by employers for missed work.
At the Federal level, LABOR LAW Section 593 (1) states that when a victim of domestic violence voluntarily terminates his or her job, he or she is eligible for unemployment benefits. The Penal Law, Section 215.14, passed in 1996, makes it a crime to penalize an employee who has been a victim or a witness to a criminal offense and who must attend court. Further, both state and federal guidelines mandate that employers maintain a safe work environment.
Domestic Violence and Firearms
Under the 1994 VAWA Act, it is illegal for individuals who have been convicted of a domestic-violence related incident or who have an order of protection against them, to possess a firearm. Specifically, federal law prohibits the shipping, transporting, possessing, or receiving firearms or ammunition. Military and law enforcement personnel are not exempt from this law, even if they carry weapons when they are on duty. Questions about this policy should be directed to local branches of the Alcohol, Tobacco and Firearms (ATF) Office.
It is illegal for a person to possess a firearm while subject to a court order restraining such a person from harassing, stalking or threatening an intimate partner or the child of an intimate partner (18 U.S.C. 922 (g) [8]). It is also illegal to transfer a firearm to a person subject to a court order that restrains such a person from harassing, stalking, or threatening an intimate partner or the child of an intimate partner (18 U.S.C. 922 (d) [8]).
As of September 30, 1996, it is illegal to possess a firearm after CONVICTION of a misdemeanor crime of domestic violence. This prohibition applies to persons convicted of such misdemeanors at any time, even if the conviction occurred prior to the new law’s effective date (18 U.S.C. 922, (g) [9]).
Further, The GUN CONTROL Act of 1994, which was amended in 1996, also makes it illegal to possess a firearm and/or ammunition if the individual is subject to an order of protection or if the individual has been convicted of a misdemeanor domestic assault.
Domestic situations may also involve stalking of the victim by the estranged partner. Stalking usually involves repeated threatening or harassing behaviors, such as phone calls, following or shadowing a person, appearing at a person’s home or place of employment, vandalizing property, and any other activity that makes a person fear for his or her safety. Stalking laws vary greatly from state to state, with some requiring a minimum of two acts or other proof that the event was not an isolated occurrence, and others specifying that the threat of harm must be imminent. Some states also include activities such as lying-in-wait, surveillance, and non-consensual communication.
In its 1998 research on state codes and stalking, the National Institute of Justice defined stalking as “a course of conduct directed at a specific person that involves repeated visual or physical proximity, nonconsensual communication, or verbal, written, or implied threats, or a combination thereof, that would cause a reasonable person fear,” with repeated meaning on two or more occasions. There are three types of stalking: erotomania, which is often committed by a female and is a delusional obsession with a PUBLIC FIGURE or someone out of the stalker’s reach; love obsessional, which involves individuals’ stalking someone with whom they think they are in love; and simple obsessional, which is stalking by someone the victim knows. Domestic violence stalking fits into this last category and is usually perpetrated by an ex-spouse or lover, employer or co-worker.
The following examples of state legislation on stalking illustrate differences in definitions of and punishment for stalking.
DISTRICT OF COLUMBIA: Stalking refers to more than one incident of willfully, maliciously, and repeatedly following or harassing or without a legal purpose, willfully, maliciously, and repeatedly following or harassing another person with the intent of causing emotional distress or creating reasonable fear of death or bodily injury. Harassment refers to engaging in a course of conduct either in person, by telephone, or in writing, directed at a specific person, which seriously alarms, annoys, frightens, or torments the victim or engaging in a course of conduct either in person, by telephone, or in writing, which would cause a reasonable person to be seriously alarmed, annoyed, frightened, or tormented. Such an offense can be punishable by a fine of not more than $500 or IMPRISONMENT of up to 12 months or both (Title 22, Section 504). A second offense occurring within two years can result in a fine of up to $750 and/or imprisonment for up to one and a half years. A third offense is punishable by a fine of not more than $1500 and/or imprisonment for up to three years.
TENNESSEE: (a)(1) A person commits the offense of stalking who intentionally and repeatedly follows or harasses another person in such a manner as would cause that person to be in reasonable fear of being assaulted or suffering bodily injury or death.
“Follows” means maintaining a visual or physical proximity over a period of time to a specific person in such a manner as would cause a reasonable person to have a fear of an assault, bodily injury, or death;
“Harasses” means a course of conduct directed at a specific person, which would cause a reasonable person to fear a sexual offense, bodily injury, or death, including, but not limited to, verbal threats, written threats, VANDALISM, or physical contact that was non-consensual;
“Repeatedly” means on two (2) or more occasions.
(b) (1) Stalking is a Class A misdemeanor.
In Tennessee, if there is a subsequent violation of this law within a seven-year period, the offense becomes a class E felony. A subsequent violation denotes a class C felony.
Battered Women’s Syndrome
A phenomenon which has received much attention in the realm of domestic violence and particularly with women who kill is battered women’s syndrome (BWS), which is a subcategory of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). According to Walker, battered women’s syndrome is:
A group of usually transient psychological symptoms that are frequently observed in a particular recognizable pattern in women who report having been physically, sexually, and/or seriously psychologically abused by their male domestic partners.
BWS develops as a battering relationship unfolds. This is typically a three-stage process that includes:
1) small incidents of verbal and minor physical abuse that begin infrequently but increase in frequency; 2) actual acute battering that often causes serious injury needing medical attention; and 3) a cycle where the abuser is contrite to the abused and ultimately teaches the abused to be submissive and passive toward further abuse.
A woman displaying symptoms of BWS may be apathetic toward subjects or activities for which she used to be enthusiastic, she may become involved in drug or alcohol abuse, and she may also experience completely different attitudes and emotions toward her spouse than she did before the abuse began. The importance in knowing about BWS lies in recognizing predictable, psychological effects caused by domestic violence. BWS is now recognized in legislation by many states and is considered when defending battered wives who kill their spouses. BWS is not used as a defense but more as an indication of the defendant’s state of mind or as a mitigating circumstance. A reasonable fear of imminent danger (especially used in SELF-DEFENSE) can be proven using BWS.
Identifying Signs of Domestic Violence
Montgomery County (MD) Sheriff’s Department suggests that the following behaviors may indicate domestic violence to a police officer or dispatcher:
The victim is very fearful of the partner;
The victim states that the partner is extremely jealous;
The victim describes the relationship as full of conflict;
The victim makes references to being forced to have sexual relations with the partner;
The victim states police have often been called to the home;
The victim states that the partner controls everything the victim does.
Police and attorneys should recommend the victim apply for an order of protection if the victim has been abused or threatened, and if either of the following is present:
The victim fears further abuse;
The victim needs the abuser out of the home in order to protect herself and/or her family;
The abuser has threatened to take the children;
The victim cannot or does not wish to file criminal charges;
The victim wants the abuser to attend a counseling program;
The victim wants a period of separation from the abuser but is unsure whether to file for DIVORCE or CUSTODY yet;
Criminal charges are pending and the victim fears for her safety;
The victim’s children have been abused.
Additional Resources
The Battered Woman Syndrome. Leonore E. Walker, Springer, 1984.
The Federal Domestic Violence Laws and the Enforcement of These Laws. Margaret S. Groban, Violence Against Women On Line Resources, 2001.
The Impact of Arrest on Domestic Violence. Eva S. Buzawa and Carl G. Buzawa, American Behavioral Scientist, 1993, 558-574.
Police Responses to Wife Beating: Neglect of a Crime of Violence. Stephen E. Brown, Journal of Criminal Justice (1984) 277-288.
The Scientific Evidence Is Not Conclusive: Arrest Is No Panacea. Eva S. Buzawa and Carl G. Buzawa. Chapter
21. Issues in Social Intervention. Sage Publications, 1993.
Stalking and Domestic Violence: The Third Annual Report to Congress under the Violence Against Women Act. Office of Justice Programs, U. S. Department of Justice, 1998. Available online at:
Victimology and the Psychological Perspectives of Battered Women. Lenore E. Walker, Victimology: An International Journal, 8 (1/2), 82-104.
Violence Against Women. Bureau of Justice Statistics, U. S. Department of Justice, January 1994.
Violence Against Women Act of 1994. Available on-line at
Violence by Intimates: Analysis of Data on Crimes by Current or Former Spouses, Boyfriends, and Girlfriends.
U. S. Department of Justice, March 1998.
American Bar Association Commission on Domestic Violence
740 15th Street NW
Washington, DC 20005-1022 USA
Family Violence Department of the National Council of Juvenile and Family Court Judges
P.O. Box 89507
Reno, NV 89507 USA
Toll-Free: 800-527-3223
Family Violence Prevention Fund
383 Rhode Island Street, Suite 304
San Francisco, CA 94103-5133 USA
Phone: (415) 252-8900
Fax: (415) 252-8991
Immigrant Women Program of NOW Legal Defense Fund
1522 K St., NW
Washington, DC 20005 USA
Phone: (202) 326-0004
National Coalition Against Domestic Violence
1532 16th St., NW
Washington, DC 20036
Phone: (202) 745-1211
Fax: (202) 745-0088
National Domestic Violence Hotline
P.O. Box 161810
Austin, TX 78716 USA
Toll-Free: 800-799-SAFE
Source: Encyclopedia of Everyday Law, ©2003 Gale Cengage. All Rights Reserved. Full copyright.

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Sexual Abuse is Nothing New

NOW DINAH daughter of Leah, whom she bore to Jacob, went out [unattended] to see the girls of the place. And when Shechem son of Hamor the Hivite, prince of the country, saw her, he seized her, lay with her, and humbled, defiled, and disgraced her. But his soul longed for and clung to Dinah daughter of Jacob, and he loved the girl and spoke comfortingly to her young heart’s wishes. (Genesis 34:1-3 AMP)

Tonight I wanted to share this scripture. Sexual abuse is hard to overcome. I posted this verse for two reasons the first is the Bible tells us there is nothing new under the sun. The second reason being often as the victim you feel like God doesn’t love you.

Being victimized at the tender age of nine I sure felt God could never be near to me. Tonight I want you to believe and realize God is still there. Even in those difficult times you feel alone.

May God give you peace, love and comfort.

Love, hugs and peace to all!

Lady K 😉

God Will Hear Your Prayer

HEAR MY prayer, O Lord, and let my cry come to You. Hide not Your face from me in the day when I am in distress! Incline Your ear to me; in the day when I call, answer me speedily. For my days consume away like smoke, and my bones burn like a firebrand or like a hearth. My heart is smitten like grass and withered, so that [in absorption] I forget to eat my food. By reason of my loud groaning [from suffering and trouble] my flesh cleaves to my bones. I am like a melancholy pelican or vulture of the wilderness; I am like a [desolate] owl of the waste places. I am sleepless and lie awake [mourning], like a bereaved sparrow alone on the housetop. My adversaries taunt and reproach me all the day; and they who are angry with me use my name as a curse. For I have eaten the ashes [in which I sat] as if they were bread and have mingled my drink with weeping Because of Your indignation and Your wrath, for You have taken me up and cast me away. My days are like an evening shadow that stretches out and declines [with the sun]; and I am withered like grass. But You, O Lord, are enthroned forever; and the fame of Your name endures to all generations. You will arise and have mercy and loving-kindness for Zion, for it is time to have pity and compassion for her; yes, the set time has come [the moment designated]. For Your servants take [melancholy] pleasure in the stones [of her ruins] and show pity for her dust. So the nations shall fear and worshipfully revere the name of the Lord, and all the kings of the earth Your glory. When the Lord builds up Zion, He will appear in His glory; He will regard the plea of the destitute and will not despise their prayer. Let this be recorded for the generation yet unborn, that a people yet to be created shall praise the Lord. For He looked down from the height of His sanctuary, from heaven did the Lord behold the earth, To hear the sighing and groaning of the prisoner, to loose those who are appointed to death, So that men may declare the name of the Lord in Zion and His praise in Jerusalem When peoples are gathered together, and the kingdoms, to worship and serve the Lord. He has afflicted and weakened my strength, humbling and bringing me low [with sorrow] in the way; He has shortened my days [aging me prematurely]. I said, O my God, take me not away in the midst of my days, You Whose years continue throughout all generations. At the beginning You existed and laid the foundations of the earth; the heavens are the work of Your hands. They shall perish, but You shall remain and endure; yes, all of them shall wear out and become old like a garment. Like clothing You shall change them, and they shall be changed and pass away. But You remain the same, and Your years shall have no end. The children of Your servants shall dwell safely and continue, and their descendants shall be established before You. (Psalm 102:1-28 AMP)

God is Here

PRAISE THE Lord! For it is good to sing praises to our God, for He is gracious and lovely; praise is becoming and appropriate. The Lord is building up Jerusalem; He is gathering together the exiles of Israel. He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds [curing their pains and their sorrows]. He determines and counts the number of the stars; He calls them all by their names. Great is our Lord and of great power; His understanding is inexhaustible and boundless. The Lord lifts up the humble and downtrodden; He casts the wicked down to the ground. Sing to the Lord with thanksgiving; sing praises with the harp or the lyre to our God!– Who covers the heavens with clouds, Who prepares rain for the earth, Who makes grass to grow on the mountains. He gives to the beast his food, and to the young ravens that for which they cry. He delights not in the strength of the horse, nor does He take pleasure in the legs of a man. The Lord takes pleasure in those who reverently and worshipfully fear Him, in those who hope in His mercy and loving-kindness. Praise the Lord, O Jerusalem! Praise your God, O Zion! (Psalm 147:1-12 AMP)

If Love Is….

If love is patient why do you rush me into the sheets?
If love is kind why do you call me mean names?
If love is NOT proud why do you treat me like a trophy?
If love is NOT easily angered why am I scared to speak the truth?
If love keeps NO record of wrong, why do you torture me with my failed past?
If love does NOT dishonor why do you hit me when you don’t get your way?
If love is NOT self seeking why do you always want things your way?
If love does NOT rejoice in evil why do you embarrass me?
If love rejoices in truth why do you lie like a rug?
If love protects why am more afraid of you than the man in the streets?
If love trust why do you betray me so much?
If love hopes why do I pray for the day this relationship fails?
If love preserves why does this smell of death?
If love NEVER fails why are we apart?

The truth of the matter is what we had wasn’t love at all. It was you controlling me like I was a puppet on a string. I was blinded by my own self seeking passion. Now I know what love is; let me thank you for teaching me to appreciate Mr. Right.

No longer will I allow your blows, actions or words to hinder me. Thank God I’m free NO longer bound by your action!

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. (1 Corinthians 13:4-7 NIV)

Ladies if he can’t love you like God, it’s best you pack your bags and go. It’s never Gods will his daughters endure ANY form of torture.

Peace, love and hugs to all!

Lady K -:)

My Shadow

My shadow was angry, aggressive and abusive.
My shadow would beat, bruise and belittle me.
My shadow was cunning, a coward and not so clever.
My shadow was deceptive, deadly and detrimental to my thoughts.
My shadow was evil, envious and embarrassing at times.
My shadow was faithless, fake and fearless.
My shadow was NOT gentle, often grumpy, and a grumbled when I didn’t obey.
My shadow was homicidal, horrific and humiliating at times.
My shadow was ignorant, illogical, and irrational if it wasn’t going his way.
My shadow was jealous, judgmental and joyless about life.
My shadow killed my self-esteem, kept me from those who loved me and kidnapped my thoughts.
My shadow was loveless, lonely, and lowly for trying to destroy me.
My shadow was full of malice, had maniac habits and miserable at times.
My shadow was negative, nasty and neglectful.
My shadow would offend, oppress and have outburst when I wanted to be me.
My shadow was painful, pitiful and pathetic.
My shadow would quickly hurt me, often told to me keep quiet about the abuse and questioned my when he didn’t believe me.
My shadow was rough, would rape me if I said no sex and recite how NO one else wanted me.
My shadow was selfish, sabotaging, and simple in his thinking.
My shadow would torture, torment and threaten me often.
My shadow was uncontrollable, unapproachable and undisciplined.
My shadow was vulgar, violent and vicious.
My shadow forced me to build a wall, making me feel worthless leading to many weeping nights.
My shadow taught me eXceptional lessons, allowing me to eXam people a little different now I give eXta attention to the signs.
My shadow stole my youth, would often yell and wanted me to be his yes’ man.
My shadow stayed in a zone and had NO zeal for life.

Ladies coming out of an abusive relationship means you’re NO longer subject to your shadow. Tonight make a list of what your shadow WAS. Then make a list if who you are today.

Peace, love and hugs to all!!!


Honesty First

Today I sit amazed at how God brings things to full circle. On January 25, 2013 I posted a blog titled “My Heart is Heavy.”

The post was about a murder in my city. A young lady and her friend were murdered by her ex-boyfriend. As I read the article in the newspaper it broke my heart.

This post is about the responsibility of women who have survived Domestic Violence or are currently trying to exit the relationship. Let’s cover a few of my ground rules:

First let me say as a survivor you have a right to protect anyone you date after leaving an abusive relationship. You have a right to be mature and responsible about how you handle the situation.

Look at it this way if you started dating a man with HIV or herpes you would feel he has a right to tell you right? That’s the same way he feels about your past that has the potential to effect him.

We owe any man we date or are friends with the right to make a choice to get involved with us. It’s time out for us keeping secrets putting innocent men in the middle of our war zones.

We can’t say we love our men yet set them up for failure. We can’t say we love them and continue to deceive them into thinking things are fine.

There comes a point you have to be honest with yourself about what you’ve been through. You have to realize he had NO idea about who you are and where you have been if something happens to him because he did not know.

Yes he may notice your walls but does he know why you have it in place? He may notice the fact he proves chivalry is not dead impresses you. He may notice you jump when he reaches to show you any type of affection. He may notice when you call and he doesn’t answer you get a little attitude. Does he know why?

Does he know you’re used to being called out of your name or maybe even punched? Does he know your last man has made several threats on your life and maybe a few attempts? Does he know you are usde to being cheated on? Does he know you’re scared to have an opinion?

I’m not saying tell him about ALL your failed relationships. I am saying he has the right to know that he may be in danger. Treat it like an STD how would you feel, if at your next check up your doctor tells you, you have HIV.

Why did I use HIV? With the lack of knowledge both have the potential to be deadly to the innocent one. Both have the potential to be life threating when NOT addressed in a mature way.

I’m sure some of you are thinking this will limit your potential to date. That’s not the case at all. The man God has for you will have enough love and respect for you to accept you, flaws and all. He will be strong enough to carry your banner of pain. And if you notice he isn’,t the choice is yours what you choose to do.

Some may read this and say I’m coming down on women. I’m woman as well. This is just an issue often NOT addressed. It’s starting to be a common thing where an innocent man is killed by a predator he wasn’t informed about. That’s not fair and it’s not right.

I’m just saying we have a right to honest and accepted for who we are. Keeping that secret from him is a form of deception. He deserves the truth and you deserve someone who is going to love you for you – failed relationships and all!

Please share your opinions about this blog. Lets make this open discussion. I want to hear from men and women. Tell me what you think!!!

In doing so remember we are all adults and have a right to our own opinion.

Love, peace and hugs to all